February 2011
As much as I try to get you out of my head,
You’re always Stuck in it…
The only thing that comes to my mind, is you.. I always wonder how you’re doing and if you’re okay, and if you think of me as much as I think of you…
We have this attraction for each other, this chemistry that clicks, & I love the way we communicate with each other..
you’re different, you’re special.
On the 14th of February, What if:
Someone confessed to me
Someone gave me chocolates
Someone gave me letters
Someone gave me roses
Someone asked me on a date
lol, not gonna happen. I WISH ;p
There are many things I'd like to say to you, but...
I hate when people automatically assume I'm...
Fact: we only dream of what we know. Our dreams...
I'm the observant type.
15 WAYS TO KEEP RELATIONSHIP WORKING
LOVE each other
DON’T LIE
Keep communication open
Stay SWEET
When you got hurt just FORGIVE&FORGET
NEVER talk about breakups
NEVER say its okay, even if it’s not
Forget about “PRIDE”
If you say SORRY mean it
Don’t compare your PAST to your PRESENT
Don’t talk about your stupid X’s
Give and take process
Be aware of his/her FEELINGS
When you had a FIGHT, don’t let the day...
January 2011
I wonder how boys feel when they're in love.
That awkward moment you get so pissed that you...
Tumblr is such a huge distraction when it comes to...
I get way too attached to people way too fast.
I wish I wasn't such a push over.
I let people walk all over me like a mat and they talk advantage of me. I don’t know how to stand up for myself and I’m so soft. I want to change that, but I don’t know how.
Part of the reason I don't have that much of a...
Needs > Wants
I'm stuck in tumblr and facebook.
I have math homework and well I’m lazy to do it. Oh I think I already forgot how to solve the problems D: Okay I procrastinated again. I guess I need to consider it as one of my hobbies. Eh, I’ll finish it but now :D Maybe later.
Fact.
I’m afraid of the future.
If a boy really likes you, he doesn’t care how...
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I read this over and over again..
Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do you mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesn't break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there?
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important?
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving..
Girl: Baby, what are you talking about? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your family lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
Father: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERICA! What did I tell you about talking to boys?! Get off the damn phone! (And hangs up)
Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I don't want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking* I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonight, because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
(They meet at a nearby park, they both hug each other. And he gives her a note.)
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, don't cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
(They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her)
It says...
"Erica,
You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and don't you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"
( Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in the garbage & cries for hours. )
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
(She finds a piece of paper in the jacket.)
It says:
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not = will
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me! He must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!
( Erica turns the TV on. )
[Breaking news]
"An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
( She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... )
... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.
I won't try to be that "perfect girlfriend."
I’m a confusing girl. I’ll annoy you, do stupid shit, get mad about the smallest things you do or don’t do, get sad about the times when you don’t talk to me, make a big deal about the things you say, occasionally be a bitch cause i’ve been fucked in the past, get jealous when you talk to other girls, and hate you for the way you make me feel at times. Yeah, this is me. If you can’t handle all...
I smile like an idiot when I'm talking to you.
always..
Ten Secrets.
I’m scared of dogs.
Teary eyes.
Studies before anything else.
Loud; though shy quiet type.
When I say “I Love You” I mean it.
Procrastinator.
Sarcastic.
Hates putting makeups.
Jewelries? No, not really.
Smart? Hm, sure at times.
At the end of the day, love still remains.
